i have signed up for a painting class. it's good because it forces me to paint for three hours a week and that's something i haven't done in a long time and something i've been kind of wanting to do for a long time and it forces me to take time for myself and i'm just wondering where it will take me.
i'm exploring. i'm an explorer.
it's not quite the same community i fell in love with at squam. it's not really a long enough time to paint, three hours. i think i need a day. but it's something.
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